Awoke feeling good, but still a little weak. Put on my white clothes, ate a delicious breakfast and walked over to La Casa with my traveling companions. I spent the morning in “the current room,” which is where people meditate and pray for hours. During my meditation, as my mind was wandering off track, I noted that I was completely free of anxiety, a state I had not experienced for over two years. And it also dawned on me that I had not had one episode of diarrhea since arriving in Abadiania. And I noted that I had been eating some of the foods I had become allergic to in the past couple of years---without any consequences!!! These items were not even on the list for healing. I almost don't dare make the assumption that these particular ailments are gone for good, thinking maybe they are gone while I'm here because I'm so relaxed. But, I'm hoping for the best.
Alas, the vision shows no change---yet. The sleep was slightly improved in that I only needed half of the sleeping pill last night and was able to get almost six hours of uninterrupted sleep. The usual has been around four hours followed by lots of rest until morning.
I’m feeling more relaxed than I have in a very long time. The prescribed herbs might be playing a role since they are essentially passion flower that has been blessed by “the Entitities.” But certainly playing a role is the loving and heart-opening atmosphere in this place which seems to be affecting everyone in a positive and healing way.
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